Today I cried during Family Feud. Yeah I didn’t see that coming either. I would like to start by giving some logical explanation. But sadly nothing has revealed it self. The only thing I can come up with is hormones. Which got me thinking about my emotions and emotional control. While most of the time I think I am in check emotionally (boys close your ears) there are certain times of the month where emotional control is a mythical unicorn that lives happily forever in the candy land forest! It is not reality.
A females emotions are one of the most interesting things to me and I am one. I can really only speak for myself and those around me but in some instances watching a hormonal female is like watching a snake eating a mouse. You want to stop the snake and save the mouse but you know the snake can not survive without going through with the meal. So you watch with understanding and hope that everything goes down okay and that one day the snake turns back into the beauty that you know. And I say this because sometimes I am floating watching the Carly snake in action and there is nothing I can do. It is by far one of the most odd and humbling things about being a woman.
Take today for an example. It was a happy cry so I haven’t hit full fledge snake mode. Family feud is a happy show. The family was adorable and dressed like Yodelers. You could tell the Mom was suffering from early sta
ges of something, my best guess would be Parkinsons. They won and the happiness I saw literally brought tears to my eyes. In about 3 mins I made up a whole story about this family that is probably not true but it was a happy one and I will keep it.
Now back to merry-go-round of reality!
